tacitae per amica silentia lunae: admist the friendly silence of the soundless moonlight

I am weary, and I a stranger,

Lead me to the land of angels.

Be my eyes in time of darkness,

Be my shield against host of faery,

Be my wings till I find my home.

Taken from Stone Maiden by Susan King

Monday, September 27, 2004

Ok, I have 90% finished my composition......hopefully miss chew won't slaughter it tomorrow.....then i must go and rework the jazz one by thursday. And we are getting our harmony exam tomorrow!!! Argh! I think music is the kind of subject where you first slack very diligently, then you rush like mad. Ah well. I think I just am not good at it.

Today, I think I was really quite badly stoned from composing so much the day before...it's such a painful process when you don't have inspiration, so the first half of the day was quite bad. Hmm, I don't have enough confidence for performance......oh well.

Late for school today, for the first time in my life. Haha, luckily the teachers were late too, so we didnt have to walk all the way to the main gate.

Change is inevitable. But that doesn't mean I won't feel sad. And of course, this has been tried and tested...denial doesn't work. But if you think it will.......what can I say? It's your life, really......I just wish I were a part of it again....hmm.

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And now I will show you the most excellent way:
If I speak in tongues of men and of angels, but have not love,
I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.

If I have the gift of prophecy
and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge,
and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love,
I am nothing.

If I give up all I possess,
and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love,
I gain nothing.

Love is patient; love is kind;
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It is not rude; it is not self-seeking;
it is not easily angered; it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails. But where there are prophecies,
they will pass away; where there are tongues,
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For we know in part and we prophesy in part,
but when perfection comes,
the imperfect disappears.

When I was a child, I talked like a child,
I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.
When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.

Now we see but a poor reflection,
then we shall see face to face.

Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

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faith, hope and love, but the greatest of these is love.

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