I am weary, and I a stranger,
Lead me to the land of angels.
Be my eyes in time of darkness,
Be my shield against host of faery,
Be my wings till I find my home.
Taken from Stone Maiden
by Susan King
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
I'm right in the middle of JCTs here.econs and chinese tomorrow. Ha, it will be interesting to see if I faill chinese yet again. Maths is gone for sure. Now back to econs all over again, perhaps I can pass for the first time in my life?
Saturday, June 26, 2004
No time. One day to JCT. At least the silly composition is done. I overslept!
Friday, June 25, 2004
Ouch. My head hurts. One good thing is that I have finally finished composition. Somehow I get the feeling that anything more I study will not stay there any more, but we must try. Sigh. I still haven't collected my O level cert. Exam in two weeks and I still get stuck at the fast passages. Sigh. JCTs in two days. Funny how the other exam seems more important, when it shouldn't be. Ouch.
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Sigh, it really is too tiring to study so hard for 2 days straight in a row. I'm really mentally tired now, but it doesn't help because I STILL AM GOING TO DIE. You know, it's really surprising that two people can listen to so different types of music. Well, at least now I know I really really don't like chinese pop music. Funny why I like english pop, though...
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
There is one question that underlies everything, "What?" Of course, the next logical answer is "Why WHAT?" Which if, the the following question is "why EVERYTHING?", then we can come to a logical conclusion, the person is insane. But WHY? Which repeats it all over again. So perhaps the biggest question that runs through humanity is "HUH?"
Which is my problem, as the case may be.
Monday, June 21, 2004
Indigestion. It's sad, because it's all because I'm greedy. Eating binges. What's the opposite of aneroxic?
Sunday, June 20, 2004
Aha! I have finally won the discman war that has been going on for so many years, let me see...6? Yup, 6 years. At least I will go deaf happy, if it comes to that. I finally got the savage garden cd, after another 3 years. I seem to wait really long times, don't I?
Friday, June 18, 2004
Frustration. You know, it's really true that sometimes technology just seems to pull people apart, even though it is actually supposed to draw them closer together. Yet another little irony in life. Hmm, it seems a good way to start of each entry. From now on, I shall start off with one word. It's about one week to common test and I'm dead. The square root of failing indeed!
Thursday, June 17, 2004
Brain drain.....
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
Huimin cannot blog. Aw...Went for dinner at KFC with emily and loo kit, funny! And the place was too cold...kept shivering. Must remember not to walk the TK way home at night, you see all sorts of weird stuff. I must really go and practise...
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
wow, i'm second desk. better practise harder. shall use this to record daily events.
1)went to school
2)went to rehearsal
3)slacking here.
OK, so i'm recording only some things. but enough.
Monday, June 14, 2004
I mean, it's like what can I say? All I want to say can't be written here. MEP audition today.
Sunday, June 13, 2004
Oh dear. I just realised how little time I have left. And it's all E's I'm aiming for, I just found out. MEP auditions tomorrow. Die again. This apathy is really affecting me too much. I wonder if it's just part of my character or the way I deal with stress?
Saturday, June 12, 2004
I'm tired. Been tired all the way from yesterday, actually....Got my diploma exam date - FIFTEENTH JULY!!!! Getting quite stressed here....Today was really bad, had to go for piano lesson while I was having a bad cold and suffering from serious lack of sleep...I had to memorise this piece but I kept forgetting so many bars my piano teacher gave up on me...I'm still tired..
Yesterday was nice!
Thursday, June 10, 2004
Thank goodness, all this ends tomorrow. Seriously, this has been the most hellish week of my life. It's really weird...
My father's coming back tommorrow!
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
Some days pass slower than others. Or some weeks, in fact. Too slowly.
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
I.
am going.
MAD.
Monday, June 07, 2004
Went out with Huimin today. Sometimes I think I must try to hide my feelings a bit more.
Sorry, Huimin. I think it was just picked randomly.
Sunday, June 06, 2004
Hmm, today was vary flat. Went out to look at cars, I do NOT like cockroach coloured ones, whatever my mother says. The flowers are in full bloom, they are so pretty! Going to Dover tomorrow to get the scores from Xuhua, she says there are a lot of running notes and high positions, which gives me exactly a week from today to rush it all in time for the audition. Assuming that I will pass the audition, of course.
I'm not too happy here.
Saturday, June 05, 2004
My jazz composition is killing me. And I still haven't gotten the scores from Miss Chew. Bascically a day of feeling so happy that the concert is over, and just slacking, recovering sleep, as well as a bit of worrying. Sigh...If only...
Friday, June 04, 2004
Ok, this is me backdating on Saturday :
Friday
Bascially spent the whole day in school, preparing for the concert. I seriously have never practised so diligently in my life. It was basically an extremely disorganised concert, but one good thing was that I think I finally can apply makeup by my self, although I can't say the consequences are fantastic. I do love flowers! Pity... Remind me to kill Huimin when I see her. At least the quartet was ok,which is quite a relief, considering Shauna keeps messing up.
Thursday, June 03, 2004
depression. Choices..........
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
She sells seashells by the sea shore. But why would anyone buy them when the best things in life are free? Shan't say more. I am past caring about chamber. After all, what's the point? But I must still try my best, if only for 2 more days.
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
OH SHIT. And here's why:
1) Chamber concert on Friday. We can't sound good.
2) MEP concert coming. GOT AUDITIONS!!! IN THIRD WEEK!!!!! I"M SO DEAD!!!!!!!!
I. AM. GOING. TO. DIE.
it's not the years in your life that count,
but the life in your years.
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And in the end,
On |ove`*
And now I will show you the most excellent way:
If I speak in tongues of men and of angels, but have not love,
I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.
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wish`*
wish
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